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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

Hi,assalamualaikum. I'm still here.
First update after entering science foundation in uitm palam.

I've been here almost for a month and along that,many things has happened.

To simplify :

orientation--->culture shock (ohoiiii)-----> the truth that Allah SWT is the best Planner.( have faith)

Being here for a month is a period for me to learn new things,gain new experiences and (to taste more salt) eheh. Being independent and organised.To organise quality time,money and studies

It's totally different from my life in hostel before.No more teachers,warden,ustaz,ustazah or seniors
who always there to teach and guide us.
Here,ALL BY MYSELF B-) cehhhhh

Culture Shock?

OF COURSE! With this and that.
What makes me thinks and do some reflections for almost a month (eheh) is about habluminallah and habluminannas.
In our life we have to balance this two things in perspective that Allah loves .

What I wannna say here is about IKHTILAT....(Urghhhhhh serabut dengan manusia begitu,begini) Can you see how 'bad' 'serious' problem that I had. A little bit confused,wether I have to be 'like them' or just be myself? Pergggh (macam bagus la sangattttt aku ni).NOOOOOOO!
I just wanna protect 'things that I HAVE TO PROTECT.' *If you know what I mean.
Hopefully my explanation (on the top) doesn't make this post becomes ridiculous.

Alhamdulillah along this period,I also found the answers.I also joined an Islamic organisation,which responsible to do dakwah in the campus,Persatuan Rakan Masjid.

And the answer for my problem is what I found from BICARA SELEBRITI,In a book written by TGNA,BICARA INI DEMI ILAHI and my CTU class today.


'Di dalam dada kita,ada satu ruang yang perlu diisi dengan apa yang dinamakan cahaya.Cahaya inilah yang akan menyuluh dan membimbing kita.Oleh itu,usahlah dipenuhi dada ini dengan perkara lain,kecuali nur ILAHI'
-Tuan Guru Dato' Nik Abdul Aziz Nikmat.

and what my ustazah advices us in CTU class is to cover aurah properly and 'protect your vision' from syahwah.
One step we take to Allah,thousands  steps Allah takes towards us.

SO,LET'S FIND ALLAH'S LOVE.
-man jadda wajada,man sobaro zafiro.(strive for victory in dunia and akhirah.