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It's already 1.30 am and I can't sleep. Currently staying at my granny's place.

'Is everyone having psychological disorder?'

'A disorder would not be called as disorder until it 'disturbs' your daily life'

The more I growing up, the more I get to know that everyone has their own struggles that we should never underestimate others pain.
I think I want to know more about the psychological disorders. It's like diseases *physically that it should be in same 'standard' in curing.

Today, I ask mama what if the idea of working overseas. Mama replies, it depends on you, what your goals in life.

I just have a feeling to write at least a book. The title would be Unspoken. 

I kind of having a 'disorder' right now. Feel like I'm not the same person as I was before. Don't worry, it's just a small part of me. I convince myself that maybe it's part of growing up. To the journey that makes us stronger, wiser, braver and better.

At the same time, I'm questioning myself whether I'm not being fair to my own self. Like denying your talents. Being humble or you just got the wrong idea about it?

And at the end, I think it as a part of growing up. The questions. And you are seeking for the answers.

It left me for explanations, that would be  nice advice from the great experiences topeople in need.