Lost

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Where should I start. Where is the beginning?
That's! what we call,lost.

Time after time,I realized, what is the point we do something which is something.

I know it should for Allah SWT.

For the all those things that I've done,is it for Him?
What I have done,is it for Him?

Then,I open a door,
a door that bring me to a 'place'

a place that shows, I try to fix. But did I encourage and pray for them?
All things that I've done,what for?

I'm looking for myself. Looking back,who I am? for what purpose I'm living???